SNSD: Girls' Go to School

I just finished watching SNSD's(So Nyuh Shi Dae) Girls' Go to School. I was like, 'Whoa! Those girls I have been idolizing were once ordinary girls like me.' It was very inspiring and very fun to watch. The show was comical due to their dorky personalities (esp. Yoona, Taengu, and Sooyoung) but it was also a heartfelt show because GGTS aired their humble beginnings, facing their hardships to win the hearts of entire Korea during their trainee and first days/months as an idol girl group.

Yah!!! My Idols Yoona, Seohyun, Sooyoung, Yuri, Taeyon, Jessica, Tiffany, Sunny, and Hyoyeon...they've just inspire me today. I've been dreaming to sing and dance and become pretty just like them, but yeah...it seems that I am destined to finish a medical course *sheesh. Soshis' just inspired me to strive harder so that I can reach my dreams like them in the future.

FIGHTING SO NYUH SHI DAE!


I wish to see the 9 of you someday.
For sure I will!!!

5-26-2010

"Those you trust the most can steal the most."

Yeah, those you consider your best friends/(ex-)boyfriend could be the best thieves you could ever encounter in your life. So learn how to love yourself enough, and take crap from no one. Doubt them if your instinct tells you so.And if someone new comes your way, Trust them enough - but not too much, so you wont make the same mistake all over again.

I'm not a bitter person anymore, I just learned something essential since I'm starting to get over from the situation I've been through (from my Puppy-eyed turned overnight Bitch Princess Best friend). It's sad, but I thank God for waking me up that her bad side is even worse than I thought. I'm praying that one day, things will make her realize that the world is round and everything that she did to me will be her own deception in a different situation so that she will learn.


Haha! Learn the hard way. I doubt if I am going to catch you that time. I'm praying that I will.


ISA! There will be a time that a certain someone will love us, and we'll eventually give them our trust. Let's not be afraid, ayt? Let's avoid being irrational, because people are different from each other.

Questions I wanted to ask HIM.

You have always known my heart, and You know those people whom I really love.
You know my weaknesses and my strengths since
You innately put them together to create me.
This is the first time I considered a problem, a problem for the 18 years of my existence.
Yet I would never complain for You have better plans for me and for that person You've taken away.
Just answer me as I walk the path You want me to take.
I'm looking forward to know the answers eventually.
Please make things clear so I wont see myself wavering again.
You know that I'm more afraid of losing a loved one by my side than dying.

But why of all the people You've chosen that best friend of mine lose grip on me?
Why did You allow us to fight over things?
Why did You allow her to have a clouded heart towards me?
Why did You allow her to count my mistakes, when You know I could never do that back?
Why would You allow her to hate me that much when all I have for her is love?
Why don't you allow me to hate her as well?
Why would You have to prolong this?
I know You love me, and everything that You're doing to me is our of love.
Even if I'm totally clueless right now.

Is this Your scolding?
Are we not good enough for each other to stay friends forever?

Teach me to move on please?
Always be by my side.
Don't let me make a wrong move to stir this hatred between us anymore.
I made so much, and she never understand.

Let her be safe, I'm no longer by her side anymore.
Make Your move please?
So I can catch her again.
I'm praying that You'll make me a better person once that,that thing happen.

I've already forgiven her.
I'm praying that You'll melt the ice in her heart and make her warm again.

I'm praying that You'll make way to intertwine our paths again.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11 moths 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10... years from now.
I'm leaving it all to You since I can relax in Your presence.

Thanks for everything Lord.

Amen.